Alright, so. What the hell is going on?
I’m pretty sure that’s what you’re all thinking. At least those who still bother to care about this blog (I don’t blame anyone who doesn’t.)
I’ll be brief. Maybe I’ll write something longer over the week, to explain myself more fully, but I think it’s best to be brief for now.
In short, life sucks and I gotta deal with it. I spent the last two and a half months mostly doing three things – sleeping, working my two jobs and writing exams/essays/term papers. Sometimes all in one day.
Did I have no time to write? Or to at least come online on the blog, post some facts, chat with people?
Of course not. I had time. There is always time.
What I didn’t have was energy.
This may sound weird, but… everything takes energy. And you only have so much of it every day. If you’re in a bad place, you have to really manage what you do, because otherwise, you might end up not doing a thing.
So… what am I trying to say? Did I not care enough? Maybe. I think not. I love this blog, this story, and my readers. You guys have been great, and I hate to disappoint like this.
But sometimes, you think at the end of a day something like this: “Not today. I don’t feel like going online today.”
The next day, you honestly don’t have the time. The one after that, you forget about it. Then you have another day when you’re just demotivated.
And then, suddenly, it’s been two months. You suddenly realise that you’ve been ignoring it all for weeks and you don’t even know how that happened.
What I’m trying to say, I guess…
I’m sorry. I’ll try to do better.
I’m sorting a lot of things out in my life, right now. Hopefully, I can present a more concrete plan soon.
Until then, I hope you’ll show a little more patience with me. I may not deserve it, but I hope to earn it yet.